and finally…

Crying and onsen-dipping made me release my emotions.

And it really feels good.

..wistful…

i am so vulnerable these past few days. i just couldn’t help but feel sad. i am not sure what is going on and i couldn’t control the overflowing emotions. i wanted to cry my heart out. but for what reasons? probably i am feeling alone and lonely. i just miss everyone back home.

i think i need to cry. just to ease out this big baggage in my heart. everyting just wanted to come out. my blood-pumping organ just wanted to clean itself. wanted to get rid of the tremendous emotions that had been kept inside.

i am longing to feel the warmth of my family’s, my friends’ arms. i truly miss the feeling of “home”.

could someone squeeze my tears out?

…

just when i thought i am OK with life…

a dream made me realized the things that I am missing…

…the things that I am really longing for

anger management

i don’t want to hurt you more. i don’t want to pull you down. just spare me alone.

i don’t want to tell on your face the truest feelings and thoughts i have here.

i know for sure it will ruin you.

let’s just not complicate things. it’s better this way.

…uncertain…

i have finally crossed out one from my “cravings” but then i am not sure if i am happy. I am still confused if i really want it. and i am entertaining the thought of selling it.

are there any interested buyers?

*sigh*