days to go…
Wednesday, May 2nd, 2007roughly 4 days to go… i am not yet prepared, and i am not preparing though…. hehehe
come what may.. i have this faith in HIM that HE knows that i can do this and i can overcome whatever challenges that i may encounter in this new adventure…
i may be sad, its true… but i think all i can do for now is to look at the brighter side of this situation… lots of changes, lots of challenges, lots of friends…. good and bad… but everything will be of good to me…
i have to be strong.. i have to be brave…
JAPAN… here i come… ^_^
…losing faith…
Tuesday, April 24th, 2007new tasks… new responsibilities…
i dont know if i can do it…
i am losing hope… losing faith…
i know this will never be easy…
i have prepared myself though…
but i never thought that this will be very much difficult…
difficult..
that i wanted to give up…
that i wanted to have a remote and fast forward my life..
sometimes i wanted to run…
run as fast as i can to nowhere..
where everything will not be as difficult as it is right now…
but sometimes i just wanted to stay and be punched…
be punched by the situations… by the circumstances…
then everything will be alright… i will be stronger…
sometimes i just wanted to close my eyes and dream…
live in such fantasy where everything will turn out the way i planned it..
the way i wanted it to be…
i may hurt people…
they may not understand me…
but for now.. i cant do anything about it…
im weak.. i know…
im confused…
im disturbed… =(
