im gonna miss you nanay!
Tuesday, July 1st, 20081st day of July at around 9am, my nanay passed away. I learned about the sad news from my mom. My mom texted me.
It is a mixed emotion when I heard the very sad news. Part of me is happy. Happy because I know she’s very much OK now. She won’t be feeling the pain that she has been feeling for years now. She can now talk, walk, and even run, and do whatever she wants to. She’ll get to meet my tatay again and her parents too. And I know she’s very much in good hands with HIM.
And a big part of me is very sad and mourning. I will miss my nanay big time. I am very far from her when she finally bid goodbye. I wanted to hug and kiss her. I should have gone home when they told me that she’s getting weaker and weaker as day passes by and she might not live for long. I should have made her feel that I love her. I really should have gone home.
And now its too late. I can not even go home for her burial. I can not even see her for the very last time.
Nanay, I’m gonna miss you! I will surely miss the sumptuous dishes that you always prepare even without ocassions. Your undying care and your unconditional love and everything about you. I’m sorry that I’m not by your side when GOD finally calls you home. Im sorry for everything. I will always love you!
