Finally…

It’s been a while since we had laughs and a pretty good conversation

It might not mean anything to you, but for me, it means something.

And I do misses you…

You may be the one who first broke my heart but still the one that I want to hug so tight.

It may be late now though.

If I have the power to turn back time, I would like to go back to those days that you introduced that special emotion.

Which made me feel I am someone to be adored and ended up asking my parents if I am allowed to have you in my life.

But the young heart that I had back then is not mature enough to fight for what it desires.

Inside, I am screaming that all I ever wanted is to let you know that I do feel the same.

Outside, I look like an emotion-less freak.

Something that I regret and left me with the what-could-have-happened-if-i-did-what-my-heart-loves question.

Really, there’s nothing else that I could do now but to let this thing out.

Hopefully from this, I could change something from myself.